So it took me forever to try to find how I add a new entry.  And I'm supposed to be the computer guru.  Well not now after 18 months.  Anyways, I don't know if I've decided to start writing again.  I feel like I'm busy enough as it is that I would just forget about it anyway.  But hey, its lasted for 3 years with no activity so I feel like it will still be there when I do feel like writing again.  Hmmmm, what even to say and where to start.  Well, I'm still in school and hoping to get an internship this summer.  I have a Macbook.  And this weekend I'm going to Canada. 

so i broke my tailbone when i went sledding on saturday night.  i took my first trip to the ER in the middle of the night.  luckily, i have the best roommates ever and they stayed all 4 hours with me.  so i'm on some strong pain killers.  i can move around more now.  but sat. and sun. it was really painful.  i've had so many visitors and word that i broke my tailbone spread like a wildfire.  haha.  annie's been really good to me and so has my roommates.  so i'm being well  taken care of.  i couldn't ask for more than what i already have.  it wasn't a serious break so in a few days i should be back to normal.  these first 2 weeks have been pretty eventful though with all new experiences and firsts.  just another reminder that life can change in an instant. 

i can't believe tomorrow is christmas eve.  i haven't even wrapped my presents yet and that is so not like me at all.  oh well.  time has been going pretty fast here.  the parties every night help.  and i'm so glad that i know erin now.  she's the coolest.  she spent the night last night and we were definitely up til 3 in the morning.  i've had some good brother bonding time the past couple days.  its been fun shopping for family members.  ashley called me today!  it was so awesome to talk to her.  it made my day.  i will always love that girl. 

man, i miss utah but only because of the people who are there.  other than that, i hate utah.  but i really miss 3 people in particular.  and thankfully, i have gotten to talk to them this week.  its interesting how people come into your lives and how close you become so fast.  for the past 3 or 4 years, there has been one person each year where i have gotten so close to so fast.  like faster than normal.  i have no idea how it happens.  it just does.  like within 2 weeks, we are best friends and i feel like i can't live without the person.  which i know i can but at the time, it feels like i can't.  i wonder if this happens to a lot of people.  each one holds a special place in my heart.  because they have influenced me in some way.  its like we were meant to get that close that fast.  its a really cool feeling.  and i don't know how it happens to me.  but i don't know where i'd be without these people.  they make life worth living.  and they make my life great so much that i love life.  because of them.  life is great.